Current mood:lonely
I have so much to learn, but I am learning so much. I am grateful for my friends for helping me realize so many things that, in my mind, I kept touching on, but did not yet fully understand.
Not giving people their space, their time, can push them away from you. Some people are different than others, and the amount of space they need can differ. Also after certain situations, more space can be needed than before. To sum it up in a few words that mean so little unless you really understand it in the first place, you could say “don’t push it”.
I think I have always came on a little strong, and I am sure that even though I may not have noticed it for what it was, it has caused me many relationship problems in the past, even with friends. Those that have known me for a long time, I think have known this and accepted it as just an unusual personality type.
There are many other things that I have learned, that I will not mention here, at least yet. There are so many things that are easy to put into words, but into practice, it may be a challenge. I am up for the challenge. For those that I have pushed away, I apologize. Balance is hard to put into practice.